Learning to love it...

So, all my friends invite me to places that are PG, so I can take Milena, howeverrr, I am so strict on my night routine that I have to be home by 6.30 in order to give Milena dinner, put her in the bath, give her a whine down massage and put her to bed!!! So this routine is making me feel like my life is over. Because every motive starts at like 6 and people are always late!!! I went to a child's party the other day and was a rebel and left at 7.30!!! Everyone else was still there, children included!! Who the hell leaves a party at 7.30pm?? Lol oh hi there!!! Some of my friends were arriving as I left, however this bed time routine keeps me sane!!! Because every other day I know that Milena will be asleep at that time and that I can breathe and have none baby thoughts for a few hours before I go to sleep!! It's just crazy because being a mum has so many sacrifices. Like I want to go out somewhere nice on Saturday but where ever I go has to be lunch and well lunch is dead, oh and I'm driving and Breast feeding which means I can just have 2 cheeky champagnes because I'm also taking Milena with me. And lunch can't be cute either because at some point Milena will start crying and wanting boob or wanting me to carry her around the place!! so right now I am ranting because I feel like I will never be able to come home after 6.30 and the truth is I won't for a very long time because bed times are forever and I am all for a good nights rest!!! Maybe I'm 10 years!!! So goodbye dinners and cute cocktails 28 floors high overlooking the city and hello 6.30 dinners and 8.00pm bed times, I would write something cute in regards to this, like "it will all be worth it when you look her in the eyes and realise what true love is" but I'm vex right now lol!